The Girl I Almost Had

lonely girl standing
“Sometimes, I smile thinking about our old days, on the things that we used to do or say…”

Come on! Look at that face,
That cuteness, that sauciness, that grace,
If she talks to you, consider yourself lucky,
coz she doesn’t even make acquaintances that easily,
Those dark black eyes, they are deep as sea,
those pink lips, that can make anyone weak in the knee,
but most of all, that most folks don’t see,
she got one of kindest heart in the whole galaxy,
I know this coz she once loved me,
and made me very happy,

But sometimes things don’t go as we plan,
we cry, we argue, then, in the end, we have to understand,
She was perfect but she wasn’t my destiny,
I wasn’t aware, maybe I was always someone else’s property,
We have to become friends from lovers,
it was really hard to see it get over,
She is like sunshine on a wintery morning,
last wish a person may ask before dying,
Sometimes, I smile thinking about our old days,
on the things that we used to do or say,



All I wish is, she keeps that big smile on her face,
I don’t want much, just the news that she is well and safe,
So any boy out there, who she chooses to love,
consider this a warning, respect her, she was once my girl,
you are a lucky bastard, that God give her to you,
but that doesn’t give you any luxury to be rude,
love her, treat her the best way possible,
coz she is one the best girls in the world,
give her lots of compliments, she likes hearing them,
she loves pretty dresses, ice-cream and fried chicken,
Look into her eyes and tell her that she is beautiful,
her face will glow, nothing can be that cool,

But if you ever hurt her and make her cry,
disrespect her and tell her lies,
Believe me, I don’t forget things easily,
I don’t forgive those who hurt the people I love
or slander my country,
It doesn’t matter who you are or where you will go,
I will find you one day, if not today but tomorrow,
Then I will make you pay very very bad,
so never hurt the girl I almost had…

-N2S
29012016

A Lonely Boy

Sad Poem About Loneliness And Depression

lonely boy
“There was a lonely boy, who was never loved…”

If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
I am only known to my room’s wall,
In this lonely world, I rarely hear a friendly call,
My relations seems burden on me,
But I can’t run as there is no other shelter I see,
Friends have their own reasons to evolve,
Some seek attention, others are losers in love,
I don’t complain, as they are my fare for two loving moments,
I laugh, play, act, try to hold those few seconds,

But as they leave, I feel vacant and lonely,
Left to be crushed I am only,
No letter, no birthday gifts, no greetings,
No messages, no rings, no heavenly blessings,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
Never found a hand to hold,
I tried hard, but never got a heart to own,
Loved a girl who left me for a ridiculous reason,
I cried hard but was alone in that tribulation,



Still, remember her, that’s the curse of first love,
Her face got imprinted in my mind,
Try to find her in every girl,
Sometimes my starved eyes stare for beautiful faces,
It is not my fault, as I never scented any feminine tresses,
Why they slurred me as coarsely swine?
If nothing in my life has ever gone fine,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard.

If I would disappear one night,
No one would know as they would be sleeping tight,
No one would cry, no one would be hurt,
If I will leave them without saying a word,
My friends may speak a line or two about me,
mostly describing me silly and clumsy,
In a week or month, I would be forgotten from their brain,
After a year or so, they would hardly remember my name,

In my storyteller friend’s upcoming story,
There might be a small line describing me,
“There was a lonely boy,
who was never loved…”

-N2S

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