My Empty Room

Empty Room
“If she wants to hurt me,
I wish she does it tonight”

Damn my empty room,
this gloomy fluorescent light,
Me sitting in a corner against the empty wall,
And burning on my lips, the fifth cigarette of the night,
No messages from her,
I am still waiting with a faint hope,
restlessness seeps in,
despair grows and grows,
but the phone won’t buzz,
not even for a lie,
there were days when she used to hang after four in the morning,
Now there isn’t even a simple goodnight,

There is a lonely fish in the bowel,
I haven’t named it yet,
No sleep in my eyes,
My heart burned and hurt,
I wonder unaware of my anguish,
she must be sleeping tight,
I am doing nothing wrong
but something isn’t right,
If she wants to leave, just leave,
but don’t give me any more lies,
If she wants to hurt me,
I wish she does it tonight,



Damn! I need something to get high,
These cigarettes aren’t enough,
I have such a bad playlist,
finding hard to get the right words,
I don’t have a single sad song
to speak of my plight,
Nobody to call,
I don’t want to make it someone’s gossip or delight,
Why I even fall in love?
I was content with my lonely life,
But she made it feel worthwhile,
She gave me reasons to be happy and smile,
Now her silence makes me so terrible,
I can’t think straight, I need another light,
God! Give me something please,
I really need something to make through this long night. ..

-N2S
16062015

My Hmmm Girl

Sweet Love Poem For Your Cute Girlfriend

Cute Asian Girl
Sometimes it is hard to keep up with you, you can change at any moment…

Hmmm…(you do this a lot)…Hmmm,
there are many things I like about you, here are just a few of them,
You are terrible at Maths like me,
You loathe studies; exams, you hate them just like me,
You hate cats as you are a dog person,
You get moody sometimes, perhaps quite often,
that also makes me worry, now and then,
You love your family and friends,
You like me in percentages, how much it is now hon?

Hmmm…Hmmm…
Do you still need enough reasons?
I guess I have already listed over dozens,
You love Pho, and your noodles instant,
You hate Yoga, I don’t know when you would learn,
You worry about pimples just like any other teen,
You think over and over about things that you haven’t even done,
In one minute you are a flirt, you become stoic in another second,
Sometimes it is hard to keep up with you,
you can change at any moment,
I still don’t know why you hate Koreans,
out of thousands of TV shows out there, you like Balika Badhu,
Seriously?
It baffles me how that show is still even running,
I appreciate when you wish to be an Indian,
It’s okay baby, we are already too much for this world,
we are already over one billion,
But I must say,
You are perfect the way you are, you don’t need any modification,



Hmmm…I like you anyway,
I like your character,
I don’t find it very common,
You have integrity, that is uncommon,
I like your surprises, they keep me wondering what would happen,
Baby! we have to work on your humor,
coz your jokes sometimes get hard to take in,
But I like when you care about me,
I like when I get your messages in the mornings,
I like when you get jealous,
And I really like when you tell others I am your boyfriend,

Hmmm…do you still need any other reason?
I am a poet, all I can do is write a terrible poem,
at the best and simplest, all I can say to you…
I love you…
-N2S
02072015

Read more cute love poems:
Be My Valentine
Residents of Two Different Worlds

Residents of Two Different Worlds

a boy looking at sky
“When I look to the stars…
I feel you are looking at them just like me…”

We are residents of two different worlds,
living on earth and sky,
but when I look at the stars,
I get this feeling I don’t know why?
I feel you are looking at them just like me,

I still wonder what I like about you?
your face, your eyes, your smile
or just looking at you,
You may have never seen me,
You don’t even know if I exist,
but it’s okay I am not one of your stalkers,
I have too much dignity to do it,



I just look at you on screen and feel happy that you are doing well,
Unlike me, you have wisened quite well,
In crossroads of life, I may choose someone resembling you,
and complying with my duties, perhaps I may even forget you,
Afterall it is never a promise,

You were never mine, to begin with,
The world is a strange place,
maybe I would find you someday asking for directions,
Or perhaps you may end up sitting beside me,
Looking me with curious attraction,
Well, these are just dreams but I have heard dreams do come true,
So maybe someday…I will meet you…

-N2S
23052015

A Lonely Boy

Sad Poem About Loneliness And Depression

lonely boy
“There was a lonely boy, who was never loved…”

If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
I am only known to my room’s wall,
In this lonely world, I rarely hear a friendly call,
My relations seems burden on me,
But I can’t run as there is no other shelter I see,
Friends have their own reasons to evolve,
Some seek attention, others are losers in love,
I don’t complain, as they are my fare for two loving moments,
I laugh, play, act, try to hold those few seconds,

But as they leave, I feel vacant and lonely,
Left to be crushed I am only,
No letter, no birthday gifts, no greetings,
No messages, no rings, no heavenly blessings,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
Never found a hand to hold,
I tried hard, but never got a heart to own,
Loved a girl who left me for a ridiculous reason,
I cried hard but was alone in that tribulation,



Still, remember her, that’s the curse of first love,
Her face got imprinted in my mind,
Try to find her in every girl,
Sometimes my starved eyes stare for beautiful faces,
It is not my fault, as I never scented any feminine tresses,
Why they slurred me as coarsely swine?
If nothing in my life has ever gone fine,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard.

If I would disappear one night,
No one would know as they would be sleeping tight,
No one would cry, no one would be hurt,
If I will leave them without saying a word,
My friends may speak a line or two about me,
mostly describing me silly and clumsy,
In a week or month, I would be forgotten from their brain,
After a year or so, they would hardly remember my name,

In my storyteller friend’s upcoming story,
There might be a small line describing me,
“There was a lonely boy,
who was never loved…”

-N2S

Read other sad poems:
My Daily Rhapsody

The Best Idiots in the World

Funny Poem about Best Friends

Best Friends
“Every day I will remember the best idiots in world…”

My tangled hair with the weird hairstyle,
The boys are calling, Sats arrived with his usual smile,
Maks is paying for the Conty’s hot non-veg soup,
There is Buddha proud of his Basketball shoot,
Ajink is missing; perhaps he needs a beat,
Through Temple hill, to the Deolali street,
My first cigarette, my first beer,
My first educational movie with the Sats where Maks was shedding his tears,
He is heartbroken over his first love,
She is Eagle Gym’s neighbor,



My first crush has the cutest smile in the world,
I would lose my chance if I would profess my love,
Nits has brought her bullet to the tuition too,
Mamta messaging me, I have been using a phone booth,
My first fight at the school ground, my unusual adolescence,
There go my school days and my childish innocence,
Perhaps not every day I will remember the best idiots in the world,
But again not a day goes by when I don’t miss them,
or perhaps it’s the beer talking…

-N2S