Thank You For Breaking My Stupid Heart

Sad breakup poem for ex-girlfriend

lonely boy standing
“All I wanted was to love you, was that too much asking?”

I wish I could sing like my Rockstar friend,
So that I would sing in front of your house and
make you feel how much it hurts to be heartbroken,
but I can’t, all I am is a stupid writer,
who write stupid stuff and throw them here and there,
Till now I was wondering why I was not feeling anything,
any promise of togetherness, I wasn’t believing,
A machine, perhaps I was turning into one,
but then I met you and it was quite fun,
you made me crazy, made me do things that I would have never done,
perhaps there was a part of me who knew, there was no hope from the start,
So girl, did you enjoy breaking my stupid heart?

You are funny, but didn’t know you would make fun of me too,
You were lost in love, I didn’t know you will make me one too,
How stupid I was to think, that I would get something I want,
my luck will let me have someone, I really want,
Now I want to run to someplace quiet,
But what to do with the storm churning inside?
the loneliness of my room isn’t helping me anymore,
no friends could help me, all they could do would cause pain more,
perhaps two packs of cigarettes, a carton of beer would do some temporary healing,
All I wanted was to love you, was that too much asking?



You want us to be just friends,
if that so, tell me my favorite things or my favorite events,
It is clear that you never cared for me,
Friends fight, we never fought as I was always afraid of losing,
Friends don’t hurt, they know it will make living hard,
Look at me, you just made a million pieces of my heart,
You say you are bad, no baby you are not bad,
you are plainly cruel, but you are not even aware of that,
I know this because I waited up all night just to hear that one word from you,
Funny thing is I want to hate you,
but there is too much love for you inside, that is tearing me apart,
So baby, how it feels breaking my stupid heart?

I would survive this, I have gone through this before,
This is a very terrible feeling, but I have been here before,
I know how to smile even when I am wounded from the inside,
I know how to hide the pain, I have been doing this for a while,
but all I ask you is when you meet someone who really loves you,
don’t give him false hope, don’t say words that you don’t mean to,
Because you would never realize how much it hurts,
how terrible it feels when your only dream breaks,
and the worst part is that I can not hate you even if I go too far,
So dear, thank you for breaking my stupid heart…

-N2S
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Read more sad heartbreaking poems:
The Girl I Almost Had
Old Rose

Residents of Two Different Worlds

a boy looking at sky
“When I look to the stars…
I feel you are looking at them just like me…”

We are residents of two different worlds,
living on earth and sky,
but when I look at the stars,
I get this feeling I don’t know why?
I feel you are looking at them just like me,

I still wonder what I like about you?
your face, your eyes, your smile
or just looking at you,
You may have never seen me,
You don’t even know if I exist,
but it’s okay I am not one of your stalkers,
I have too much dignity to do it,



I just look at you on screen and feel happy that you are doing well,
Unlike me, you have wisened quite well,
In crossroads of life, I may choose someone resembling you,
and complying with my duties, perhaps I may even forget you,
Afterall it is never a promise,

You were never mine, to begin with,
The world is a strange place,
maybe I would find you someday asking for directions,
Or perhaps you may end up sitting beside me,
Looking me with curious attraction,
Well, these are just dreams but I have heard dreams do come true,
So maybe someday…I will meet you…

-N2S
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A Lonely Boy

Sad Poem About Loneliness And Depression

lonely boy
“There was a lonely boy, who was never loved…”

If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
I am only known to my room’s wall,
In this lonely world, I rarely hear a friendly call,
My relations seems burden on me,
But I can’t run as there is no other shelter I see,
Friends have their own reasons to evolve,
Some seek attention, others are losers in love,
I don’t complain, as they are my fare for two loving moments,
I laugh, play, act, try to hold those few seconds,

But as they leave, I feel vacant and lonely,
Left to be crushed I am only,
No letter, no birthday gifts, no greetings,
No messages, no rings, no heavenly blessings,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard,
Never found a hand to hold,
I tried hard, but never got a heart to own,
Loved a girl who left me for a ridiculous reason,
I cried hard but was alone in that tribulation,



Still, remember her, that’s the curse of first love,
Her face got imprinted in my mind,
Try to find her in every girl,
Sometimes my starved eyes stare for beautiful faces,
It is not my fault, as I never scented any feminine tresses,
Why they slurred me as coarsely swine?
If nothing in my life has ever gone fine,
If I don’t stay in this world,
No one would know, I would never be heard.

If I would disappear one night,
No one would know as they would be sleeping tight,
No one would cry, no one would be hurt,
If I will leave them without saying a word,
My friends may speak a line or two about me,
mostly describing me silly and clumsy,
In a week or month, I would be forgotten from their brain,
After a year or so, they would hardly remember my name,

In my storyteller friend’s upcoming story,
There might be a small line describing me,
“There was a lonely boy,
who was never loved…”

-N2S

Read other sad poems:
My Daily Rhapsody

Cold War

sad and heartbroken lover
“Perhaps you could have anyone,
but what should do, when I got only you…”

Yeah, it’s true that I did wrong,
shouldn’t have messed up things around,
but now I missing you badly,
there are friends but I am still very lonely,
please end this cold war, my sweet girl,
I am already losing this battle,

I still remember touching your cute face,
sliding away your black silky hair,
how my throat choked talking to you,
didn’t say the things I wanted to,
I still got all your messages,
our love story written in a thousand pages,



I don’t believe when you say you aren’t perfect for me,
my heart beats for you only,
Just tell me what should I do?
I am miserable, everywhere I just see you,

I paid the price for my stubborn attitude,
without you, my life is a never-ending solitude,
Would you ignore my childish issues?
I know there are quite a few,

Now I am a little shy to come near to you,
wouldn’t say that I really need you,
Are you waiting for me to say sorry?
I will even do that if you come back to me,

Perhaps you can have anyone,
but what should I do, when I got only you…
-N2S