“You are the first rain of the summer, the shining morning of the winter”
You said I don’t know what is love,
so, I am afraid I might get hurt,
but you do force me to say,
your smile makes my day,
you are like the box of chocolates,
Sunday’s treat with black forest,
You are the first rain of the summer,
the shining morning of the winter,
I ain’t no poet, I don’t know how to say words,
for me, it is your beautiful face, as God in the church,
you are the innocence of a child,
the beauty of a rose,
serene as the mountain wind,
your fragrance flows and grows,
I ain’t no singer,
I couldn’t sing beautiful songs,
but I wish I can call you when things go wrong,
you are my last cigarette,
you are my last drink,
if you would ever say me to leave everything,
I would follow you without a blink,
I know you are worth a million emeralds,
thousands aching to hold your hand,
I don’t have millions but only sandcastles in sand,
all I can give you is my heart that is chaste,
I could watch you for my whole life and still, it would not be a waste,
I still don’t know what is love, what is true,
but you are so beautiful, you make me happy loving you…
“All I wanted was to love you, was that too much asking?”
I wish I could sing like my Rockstar friend,
So that I would sing in front of your house and
make you feel how much it hurts to be heartbroken,
but I can’t, all I am is a stupid writer,
who write stupid stuff and throw them here and there,
Till now I was wondering why I was not feeling anything,
any promise of togetherness, I wasn’t believing,
A machine, perhaps I was turning into one,
but then I met you and it was quite fun,
you made me crazy, made me do things that I would have never done,
perhaps there was a part of me who knew, there was no hope from the start,
So girl, did you enjoy breaking my stupid heart?
You are funny, but didn’t know you would make fun of me too,
You were lost in love, I didn’t know you will make me one too,
How stupid I was to think, that I would get something I want,
my luck will let me have someone, I really want,
Now I want to run to someplace quiet,
But what to do with the storm churning inside?
the loneliness of my room isn’t helping me anymore,
no friends could help me, all they could do would cause pain more,
perhaps two packs of cigarettes, a carton of beer would do some temporary healing,
All I wanted was to love you, was that too much asking?
You want us to be just friends,
if that so, tell me my favorite things or my favorite events,
It is clear that you never cared for me,
Friends fight, we never fought as I was always afraid of losing,
Friends don’t hurt, they know it will make living hard,
Look at me, you just made a million pieces of my heart,
You say you are bad, no baby you are not bad,
you are plainly cruel, but you are not even aware of that,
I know this because I waited up all night just to hear that one word from you,
Funny thing is I want to hate you,
but there is too much love for you inside, that is tearing me apart,
So baby, how it feels breaking my stupid heart?
I would survive this, I have gone through this before,
This is a very terrible feeling, but I have been here before,
I know how to smile even when I am wounded from the inside,
I know how to hide the pain, I have been doing this for a while,
but all I ask you is when you meet someone who really loves you,
don’t give him false hope, don’t say words that you don’t mean to,
Because you would never realize how much it hurts,
how terrible it feels when your only dream breaks,
and the worst part is that I can not hate you even if I go too far,
So dear, thank you for breaking my stupid heart…
Sometimes it is hard to keep up with you, you can change at any moment…
Hmmm…(you do this a lot)…Hmmm,
there are many things I like about you, here are just a few of them,
You are terrible at Maths like me,
You loathe studies; exams, you hate them just like me,
You hate cats as you are a dog person,
You get moody sometimes, perhaps quite often,
that also makes me worry, now and then,
You love your family and friends,
You like me in percentages, how much it is now hon?
Hmmm…Hmmm…
Do you still need enough reasons?
I guess I have already listed over dozens,
You love Pho, and your noodles instant,
You hate Yoga, I don’t know when you would learn,
You worry about pimples just like any other teen,
You think over and over about things that you haven’t even done,
In one minute you are a flirt, you become stoic in another second,
Sometimes it is hard to keep up with you,
you can change at any moment,
I still don’t know why you hate Koreans,
out of thousands of TV shows out there, you like Balika Badhu,
Seriously?
It baffles me how that show is still even running,
I appreciate when you wish to be an Indian,
It’s okay baby, we are already too much for this world,
we are already over one billion,
But I must say,
You are perfect the way you are, you don’t need any modification,
Hmmm…I like you anyway,
I like your character,
I don’t find it very common,
You have integrity, that is uncommon,
I like your surprises, they keep me wondering what would happen,
Baby! we have to work on your humor,
coz your jokes sometimes get hard to take in,
But I like when you care about me,
I like when I get your messages in the mornings,
I like when you get jealous,
And I really like when you tell others I am your boyfriend,
Hmmm…do you still need any other reason?
I am a poet, all I can do is write a terrible poem,
at the best and simplest, all I can say to you…
I love you…
-N2S
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“When I look to the stars… I feel you are looking at them just like me…”
We are residents of two different worlds,
living on earth and sky,
but when I look at the stars,
I get this feeling I don’t know why?
I feel you are looking at them just like me,
I still wonder what I like about you?
your face, your eyes, your smile
or just looking at you,
You may have never seen me,
You don’t even know if I exist,
but it’s okay I am not one of your stalkers,
I have too much dignity to do it,
I just look at you on screen and feel happy that you are doing well,
Unlike me, you have wisened quite well,
In crossroads of life, I may choose someone resembling you,
and complying with my duties, perhaps I may even forget you,
Afterall it is never a promise,
You were never mine, to begin with,
The world is a strange place,
maybe I would find you someday asking for directions,
Or perhaps you may end up sitting beside me,
Looking me with curious attraction,
Well, these are just dreams but I have heard dreams do come true,
So maybe someday…I will meet you…
“Sometimes, I smile thinking about our old days, on the things that we used to do or say…”
Come on! Look at that face,
That cuteness, that sauciness, that grace,
If she talks to you, consider yourself lucky,
coz she doesn’t even make acquaintances that easily,
Those dark black eyes, they are deep as sea,
those pink lips, that can make anyone weak in the knee,
but most of all, that most folks don’t see,
she got one of kindest heart in the whole galaxy,
I know this coz she once loved me,
and made me very happy,
But sometimes things don’t go as we plan,
we cry, we argue, then, in the end, we have to understand,
She was perfect but she wasn’t my destiny,
I wasn’t aware, maybe I was always someone else’s property,
We have to become friends from lovers,
it was really hard to see it get over,
She is like sunshine on a wintery morning,
last wish a person may ask before dying,
Sometimes, I smile thinking about our old days,
on the things that we used to do or say,
All I wish is, she keeps that big smile on her face,
I don’t want much, just the news that she is well and safe,
So any boy out there, who she chooses to love,
consider this a warning, respect her, she was once my girl,
you are a lucky bastard, that God give her to you,
but that doesn’t give you any luxury to be rude,
love her, treat her the best way possible,
coz she is one the best girls in the world,
give her lots of compliments, she likes hearing them,
she loves pretty dresses, ice-cream and fried chicken,
Look into her eyes and tell her that she is beautiful,
her face will glow, nothing can be that cool,
But if you ever hurt her and make her cry,
disrespect her and tell her lies,
Believe me, I don’t forget things easily,
I don’t forgive those who hurt the people I love
or slander my country,
It doesn’t matter who you are or where you will go,
I will find you one day, if not today but tomorrow,
Then I will make you pay very very bad,
so never hurt the girl I almost had…
